Ah, the word “love.” What a loaded word.
Have you noticed how frequently and almost reverently the word “love” is thrown around when a couple bumps into their extramarital affair?
The wayward spouse often states, “I fell out of love. I no longer feel for you what I think I should feel. You are more like a friend than a wife/husband. I love you but am not ‘in love’ with you.”
The offended spouse often hangs on to the marriage with the proclamation that, even though his/her partner has forsaken him/her for someone else, s/he (the offended spouse) still very much “loves” his/her spouse and wants him/her back.
There is one kind of affair (I Fell out of Love…and just love being in love) where the perceived FEELING of being “in love” is paramount. This feeling means everything.
Typically the husband or wife describes “falling out of love” and is anxious about this development.
The “loving” or “romantic” feelings once passionately lived, for unknown reasons vanished or were transformed in the marriage.
S/he (please know that men also struggle with this issue!) wants to “recapture” those feelings. It is thought that those “in love/romantic feelings” comprise the essence of a marital or highly invested relationship and if absent indicate a dysfunctional marriage or a marriage doomed to the boredom heap for the rest of one’s life.
The infidelity often is initiated when someone comes along who triggers the latent personal need to feel that “in love” feeling.S/he is insistent and tenacious in attaining and maintaining this ideal (or intensely “loving” relationship.
Before we strategize on how to intervene in the emotional affair, I have three points about this “love” phenomenon I want you to consider:
1. Unfortunately, our culture (movies, songs, romance novels, soap operas, romance comedies) teaches that “being in love” is how it’s supposed to be.
“Falling in love” is the norm – the implication being, that if “love” doesn’t happen, or if “love” goes away, something is wrong – with you, your spouse or the marriage.
The odds are stacked against any couple attempting to navigate a marriage when bombarded by movies, TV, novels, advertising and grocery check out magazines that point to the power (gosh, don’t you envy some of those hip couples?) of finding and losing “love.”
To create a lasting, intimate and wonderfully joyful marriage in our Western Culture we first must unlearn a great deal.
2. S/he desperately searching for “that loving feeling” (remember the Righteous Brothers)…typically is conflicted with a signficant dose of guilt.
Unlike some of the other 7 kinds of affairs I describe in “Break Free From the Affair,’ “I Fell out of Love…and just love being in love” is marked, for the most part, by the absence of anger.
He/she is often married to a “good” person and the desire to “find that loving feeling” seems selfish (which it is) and immature (which it is).
A little voice within (an s/he is typically aware of this quiet but persistent voice) whispers consistently that s/he is moving down a perilous path.
3. Someone with a personal need for that “loving feeling” often has a personal need for thrills and stimulation.
The aura around relationships casts a shadow of being a soap opera. The intrigue of 2 meeting secretly to the exclsion of another is the norm.
that feeling of being in “love” is tied closely to the personal need for excitement and plotting. The secret and clandestine nature of extramarital affairs lends itself nicely to seemingly meet these two powerful needs of feeling ‘in love’ and living an exciting life.
The razzle dazzle and drama of pursuing the “feeling in love” relationship takes center stage rather than a life lived with a certain knowledge of who one is.
If emotional infidelity of this form confronts you, please know you are in for the ride of your life. The power of your negative thoughts and feelings will will demand that you respond with fortitude and courage.
I have not been able to label the type of affair my husband has experienced. It feels that every type has some semblance of his world attached.
THEY work together. He has refused to “be rude” to her. He continues to allow her to depend on him.
He has told me repetedly that they are not intimately involved any longer. The past lies make trusting difficult for me.
Nancy
My husband of 27 years confessed to a brief affair (2 months) about six weeks ago, and ended the affair. He is deeply remorseful, can’t understand why he did it (co-worker, having trouble with an abusive spouse), and has been completely open and honeset about everything I ask and want to know. We talk every day. I didn’t know if I could every get past the pain or be able to trust him again. We have had such a great marriage for all these years (which he agrees is true), and we had always sworn never to forget that the foundation of the family is the husband and wife……and yet, in retrospect, we did indeed let “life” get in the way. Work, children, busy schedules, being tired, etc. Somehow we allowed our “alone time” to be eroded away without even noticing. And even though my husband accepts all blame (which he should), I was very surprised through the course of our frank discussions to find how much he missed simple intimacy (not sex per se). My eyes have really opened a lot to his needs, as I realize he is hurting just as much as I am over the affair. I am encouraged and helped greatly by the articles on this website. I know now it is REALLY POSSIBLE to have an even better, stronger marriage in the long run. We will never let anyone come between us again, and I hope the day is coming when I won’t think about it all the time anymore, or when I do, that it won’t hurt as much.